Post by JADE RAYNE WOLF on Jan 24, 2010 13:16:12 GMT -5
It was in the afternoon Jade decided to go off on her own since she had no one friends here. It was horrible but no one seemed to care about her which in the end didn't surprise her because the reason she was sent here was because her parents wanted nothing to do with her and sent her here to get rid of her. Thinking that just upset her greatly, but she left the school and came to the main enterance and she went over to a tree and sat down under it. She had up the hood of her black sweatshirt and she sighed heavily. Her emerald orbs lost their shine with what she was thinking about, with her depression coming back not that she wanted it to. She then brought her legs to her chest and she wrapped her arms around them.
Her black hair fell into her face but she didn't care because she wasn't really in the mood. Jade just looked around she was actually hoping someone wouldn't notice her if anyone came by. But since she was kind of going emo she was sure someone was going to come up to her and ask what was wrong. She would just brace herself for that but since she was under a tree with the shade hitting and wearing black maybe she would blend right in. But one part of her was hoping that someone would notice her because she was sick of being alone, she had basically been alone her whole life and being a fourth year here and still friendless and no lover it was very sad in her eyes. But she suffered, but just barely.
Jade then felt tears coming to her eyes and she was getting angry at herself now as well. "Oh great...it's starting..." she was beginning to have a break down. She hated when this happened mostly because she didn't have a shoulder to cry on, she never did and she guessed she never would. not at the rate she was going which made more tears flow and she then lowered her head as it rested on her knees since her legs wee still against her chest. Her cheeks were beginning to get soaked with tears and she just cried silently to herself just feeling like no one cared about her and in her world no one did and she was sick of her world, she wanted to get out of it, start over. But it seemed like she would never get the chance to start over.
Her black hair fell into her face but she didn't care because she wasn't really in the mood. Jade just looked around she was actually hoping someone wouldn't notice her if anyone came by. But since she was kind of going emo she was sure someone was going to come up to her and ask what was wrong. She would just brace herself for that but since she was under a tree with the shade hitting and wearing black maybe she would blend right in. But one part of her was hoping that someone would notice her because she was sick of being alone, she had basically been alone her whole life and being a fourth year here and still friendless and no lover it was very sad in her eyes. But she suffered, but just barely.
Jade then felt tears coming to her eyes and she was getting angry at herself now as well. "Oh great...it's starting..." she was beginning to have a break down. She hated when this happened mostly because she didn't have a shoulder to cry on, she never did and she guessed she never would. not at the rate she was going which made more tears flow and she then lowered her head as it rested on her knees since her legs wee still against her chest. Her cheeks were beginning to get soaked with tears and she just cried silently to herself just feeling like no one cared about her and in her world no one did and she was sick of her world, she wanted to get out of it, start over. But it seemed like she would never get the chance to start over.